ways in

karosine @ 2006-02-01T07:15:00

2006-02-02T00:16:39Z

i miss eyesdevoid
do you mind if i go back? i don't like it here anymore

karosine @ 2006-01-29T08:13:00

2006-01-29T16:28:54Z

nightmares
and panic
got the best
of me
last night

and now
i'm just
sitting here
naked
watching my fingers type
words
quickl.y

i had to
kill tie yesterday
she was sick
and in pain
and wasn't going to get better
she was old
very old
so
i took her in my hands
and
covered her mouth and nose
until
she stopped
twitching
i cried as i waited
for my pet's sweet heart
to stop
beating

the past few days
are a blur
i thought i finally had some kind of control over my drinking
but
i don't

and even
when you're far from me
i still hurt you
when
i drink

i
hurt me
when
i
drink
i just can't
refuse
the sweet burn

i think
i've dialed your number
over a hundred times
in the past two days

no answer
no answer
noanswer

one step forward five steps back
my life
is a game
of snakes and
ladders

karosine @ 2006-01-23T03:03:00

2006-01-23T08:04:11Z

i'm over crying for tonight

it felt good though
i just wish it wasn't always
for the same reasons

LIVE JOURNAL IS A CULT

2006-01-23T07:35:56Z

while all six of us were dressed up as zombies on stage at the bloor cinema, brandon leans over and says to me "oh my god, we're going to be so famous on livejournal after this"

karosine @ 2006-01-22T21:55:00

2006-01-23T02:57:11Z

Care Bear Countdown, 4, 3, 2, 1

Who's that comin' from somewhere up in the sky?

Moving fast and bright as a firefly

Just when you think the trouble's gonna pounce

Who's gonna be there when it really counts?

Do the Care Bear Countdown

And send a wish out through the air

Just do the Care Bear Countdown

When you need them they'll be there

Don't be afraid when trouble's brewin' in your heart

If you can dream just send a wish out in the dark

And do the Care Bear's Countdown

5, 4, 3, 2, 1

karosine @ 2006-01-22T21:00:00

2006-01-23T02:05:15Z

I'm a pretty normal girl except for one thing: I'm sexually attracted to zombies.

When I was a kid I loved to watch horror films that featured them. As a teen I started to masturbate watching zombie flicks. I fantasize about having sex with zombies while trying not to get bitten, but eventually I end up getting devoured. I also fantasize about getting gang banged by a group of zombies who then rip me apart and eat me.

Is this a form of necrophilia? Are there any other people out there with the same fetish?

Concentrating on Rotting People Sexually Exciting

last night was the prettiest i've ever looked

2006-01-21T03:22:26Z

as a lover of horror movies, i must say that 'the beyond' is on my top ten list of brilliant 70s horror flicks. the gore was so pretty and the comic relief was vomitishiss (by the way tisha that should be your new livejournal name)

last night was wonderfully gory

i love tisha myles

we all have our good and bad sides

DERIC'S BAD SIDE:

DERIC'S GOOD SIDE:

i bite though, mkay?

these are new friends
they're beautifully creative

(i don't think i've ever posted an entry quite like this to be honest)

I'M IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD RIGHT NOW
I FEEL LIKE I'M FLOATING

↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥↨♥

you can find these pictures at zombie-fetish.com

as usual, they were all mostly of me

this is really cute:
http://linkkk.livejournal.com/237371.html?view=2859323#t2859323
GOOD NIGHT MY PETS

karosine @ 2006-01-16T09:43:00

2006-01-16T14:46:21Z

last night i had a dream that a tarantula spun a web in my shoe
i put my shoes on and didn't realize it was there until it bit me
the rest of my dream i spent screaming uncontrollably

what did you dream last night?

karosine @ 2006-01-15T19:58:00

2006-01-16T01:19:26Z

i've been wanting to wrap myself in black electrical tape for some time now.

it sounds funny

when i say it out loud to myself.

i miss shows like blossom,

rainbow bright, my little pony,

and the ninja turtles.

i
feel
so
restless

tell me what you miss about anything

sweet things

2006-01-15T07:37:26Z

playing connect the dots with beauty marks; making love on e; kisses in my sleep; making grocery shopping fun; milkshakes (and what happens after); messages on foggy mirrors; picking out white hairs; cleaning up my puke (because i drank too much); those lips; staying in PJ's all day; strawberry-vanilla; back scratches; head scratches; painting toe nails; being able to say practically anything; new york adventures; calming me down; saying "i'm proud of you"; getting tips from martha stewart; "no crying in my bed"; morning breath; edamame; stripes; sleeping naked; play fights; being myself; you.

♥

karosine @ 2006-01-15T00:06:00

2006-01-15T06:18:38Z

new - my hot nerd glahahasses

things to do with my first paycheck
1) pay mother back
2) get legs and crotch waxed
3) take boyfriend out for sushi
4) treat simon to _____________
5) buy a new (smaller) labret stud
6) buy new jeans

i've been wearing these everyday since september
7) buy a new poofy dress
8) pay cell phone bills
9) extend on tattoo i got when i was sixteen

10) buy a vibrator
11) buy my own pot

who knew something so small could love so big

2006-01-14T01:36:51Z

karosine @ 2006-01-11T11:11:00

2006-01-11T16:11:52Z

I DON’T KNOW HOW TO GET MY LIFE STARTED!!!!

i figure if i love talking about me, you must love talking about you

2006-01-11T02:10:11Z

01. Name:
02. Birthday:
03. Place of residence:
04. What makes you happy:
05. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
06. Do you read my LJ:
07. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
08. An interesting fact about you:
09. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song and an album:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your LJ so I can tell you what I think of you.
4. Post a picture of yourself.

always such a disapointment

2006-01-11T02:08:18Z

karosine @ 2005-12-27T12:52:00

2005-12-28T17:53:32Z

it feels like marie just died all over again

karosine @ 2005-12-24T04:04:00

2005-12-25T09:15:07Z

what's the weirdest gift you got this year?
mine was a family of rubber duckies that light up in the water

ok
now
go drink and drive

tagged by efehan

2005-12-23T16:08:13Z

five weird things

a)i have never cut my own toe nails
b)i put make-up on before i go to bed incase i never wake up again
c)i smoked my dad’s bong last night
d)i can only drink orange juice if it comes out of a minute maid juice box
e)i love walking bare foot through the snow

karosine @ 2005-12-22T19:58:00

2005-12-23T00:58:22Z

these little piggies

2005-12-22T04:12:46Z

play
http://ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/pig.htm

the crazy mug

2005-12-22T03:34:52Z

says a lot when your step-dad gets you this for christmas

i wish it was all in my head

2005-12-19T07:01:21Z

i feel pretty tonight
but something else is wrong
i'm a little drunk
...but that's normal

whoa,
where does everyone go after they die
and why can't i stop thinking about it

edit: obsession
death (underline)
TONIGHT i really miss marie

pretty pirate

2005-12-18T20:39:01Z

i wish i was a real pirate with a real pirate name

2005-12-18T07:03:11Z

if i had a pirate name...what would it be?

karosine @ 2005-12-17T15:43:00

2005-12-17T23:44:02Z

if you rearrange the letters in funeral, you get realfun